------------- DAN ROBSON -------- The Hunter of Adventures ----- Project Petar61 ----

Project Petar61:

Durantes the 61 days Dan had a long time to write everything the one what it happened inside of the cave, in this diary he does describe the emotions of living together with the solitude, the dreams of your long experience, dream to the which the psychologist interpreted how one supplies, in several reports Dan does describe the contacts that had with to other dimensions and your beings, Gnomes, Masters, Winged Horses, Brave creatures of Infras Dimensões, will it be that all this was really an I supply psychological?, Or the man's reality this inside of yours " ME " interior?

OBS: The reports below count some mistakes, we left the diary with your total integrity, Dan Robson had the difficult task of supporting the human being far away from the society extreme confinement.

12 August to 12 October

Diary of Dan Robson
(I project Petar61)

Previous day August 11

Arriving in the Parque Petar, I stay at the Lodging of Quiririm where I am with my friend Marcelo Magon, as soon as it dawns we prepared the equipments inside for my long stay of 61 days of the cave Alambari of Top, as we were in 2 people we had an extra weight about 30 kilos of equipments for each one of we carried ourselves, after traveling 3 km in almost a hour of stocking, Marcelo feels bad in the highway and he sits down a little, but serious just a badly to be, soon already we were in the mouth of the cave, not and just to enter, he has to open a gate that more it seems a thin one and a small rift us it separates from the entrance to the beginning of the he decides that has to be very well thought for anybody to fall, therefore the small abyss is full of mud and the stones form a slime, after one more hour of cares we arrived all full of mud with the tight sacks until the end of the abyss, now we will go by a low roof with water, the low roof has 100 meters of extension and a lot of times it is necessary to kneel to get to Pass for the water, but we don't be able to with the tight sacks to run the risk of wetting the electronic equipments, after some minutes we are at end close to the chosen place for my long stay, as soon as we chose the ideal place, we my hut of 2,80 x 2,80 with height of 2,20, a true house in the cave, but I need space because I will pass 61 days inside of her, after your installation we began to install the video cameras that will register all my stay, soon after we installed the video cassette and the television, after almost 5 hours of tests, ready the whole equipment this ready one, they are 2 fixed cameras and 2 cameras you move, a video cassette and a television, now we will install the communication with the external part, they are 2 interlinked intercoms to a thread of 180 meter, this intercom is fed one it would abate of 60 you aid, it was also interlinked other middle of communication, a personal computer phone to a tape recorder to register my audio separately, the tape recorder installation will Be worked soon after my command in an interrupting key, soon after this arduous work, we were ready for our exit, as we were in two people we registered our entrance and exit for already in this instant to measure some change in the personal computer climate of the cave registered in the apparels that mark the humidity and temperature of the air in the cave, apparels installed 15 days before my entrance (Loger apparels of SBE), after everything installed and registered we began the preparation of our exit, they were one more hour until we left the cave and I comment with my friend Marcelo, I hope everything can be ready for the marked date, and he answers, for me not to worry because already this almost everything very defined, today Marcelo leaves, but Fred still arrives today and he is going with me to finish the installation of the remaining of the cables and other materials, because agra is enough to pull the threads and cables it ties the exit of the cave and to do the fixation of the cables, just after we leave the cave, we closed the cave and we are going in Direction to our rest in the lodging because already raisin of the 9 hours of the night and we are starving. Arriving at the lodging my encounter friend Fred with the journalist of the Revista Nez Adventure, Ana Paula Brasil, and Fred tells me that Ana this annoyed because the television won't cover my entrance, then I explain for her that I already filmed the whole itinerary and the assemblies of my camp and it was not necessary that the broadcasting station makes the filmings, once I had already generated enough images for them, soon after our breakfast I make the preparations for one more stage to take material for the camp, now in that stage we have the company of Jurandir, it Swears , our friend guides, together with the auxiliary two, Ivanildo and Cezinha, where in form of gratefulness they receive a kit containing a tight backpack a sack of sleeping clothes pochetes and bottles of water for the participation in the project, after a small meeting all entered in the car of Jurandir where our friend crosses of car two small streams, we didn't only have option of car we could take the thread roll with 400 meters of extension and 40 kilos, after we arrive super with the car close to the entrance we left the car and we carried the whole equipment, after some minutes we arrived in the mouth of the cave, where Jurandir begins to prepare the rope to give more safety for Ana and Fred, as the hole of the entrance of the cave it is super small, Jurandir instructed Ana Paula it to pass with caution for the hole, after some minutes Ana goes by the rift, and chides me enough.
- So much cave to choose chose their worst of all exactly. But even so I laugh at my frightening friend, and I comment, still has an abyss and a low roof of 100 meters to arrive in my camp, Ana wanted me to strangle. After walking more some minutes we arrived in my camp, Jurandir asks me to arrange everything for him to begin to pass the cables, Jurandir has to arrest the whole cable in the roof of the cave to avoid the contact with the water, needs to be suspended and this gave an enormous work, after the installation it begins the test of the communication, beauty the telephone this perfect one, but the tape recorder still this very bass, but later I ask for my friend Marcelo Magon, to arrange everything, my friend Ana is a little impatient and this afoita to leave of the cave, she doesn't believe that I can be there alone, and I answer for her it is cold, you will read everything that to happen in here because you will be responsible for the book, after everything ready and the tested communication is ready to leave the cave I am the last to leave and inside of the cave for the difficulty of leaving, I answer for my friend, if it goes very easy would not have grace, but everything well, you will have to enter in here once again to accompany My exit in 61 days. Now we are going of car to the lodging for a beautiful dinner, that the following morning Ana and Fred go back to São Paulo. Now I am alone in the fourth of the lodging, I am feeling already in the skin that is to be alone, a sensation finds strange it takes care of me, but even so I am ready to face the challenge, I wait now for my friend Jurandir, we are preparing everything to take more some items for my camp, in the middle of the road found a friend of Jurandir, Cidão a slim man, a little middle without way asks for me it was able to she to accompany me in the cave, eye for Jurandir and I say to let him to go with us, now me and Jurandir and more two friends formed a team of five people Jurandir knows that Cidão has little experience in vertical techniques and asks that it always follows his orders, as already expected, Cidão this frightened and it is literally joined, only after some minutes Cidão begins to hear the orders of Jurandir, then with little alternative it follows the orders and it is easier to lead to the interior of the cave it was not easy, what took 30 minutes to go down it was necessary the double of the time because Cidão was afraid that was towed down, Cidão it was found with the beauty of the place, gave some work to pass the low roof of 100 meters because he was the whole time complaining of fatigue, but everything well he was already close to my camp, taking advantage of your presence asks that it helps me to discharge the tight sacks with the rest of the food, Cidão is amazed a true house inside of the cave with Tv Video Cassete Cd Player, food for two months and a mattress inflável that it amazes exclaims Cidão.

The everything that i good lasts little soon we have to leave the digs, Jurandir and the other two friends guide of the park they leave leaving me and Cidão in front goes us to leave together, later in spite of terrified. Cidão i an entertaining man, removing the tartar of the own fear, after adds minutes calls Cidão it goes us to leave soon after we leave the low roof we found with one of the guides, Cezinha was waiting in the two, then he asked it goes me it to go in front that he will guide Cidão to arise and I arose in front I was long only five minutes, but Cidão was the half hour almost hung in the rope the it was close the mouth of the digs Jurandir informs to leave the free rope because one of the stones was loosening if and could close the mouth, but to leave desperate Cidão asks it goes Cezinha not to alert Cidão on the danger, but it didn't advance like Cidão didn't want to release the rope I said goes him that the rope was forcing the stone outside and that could be there inside arrested it marries he didn't loosen the rope once and it goes all, it was badly impressive have just talked about the danger and Cidão it didn't release the rope and yes subio the rest of the abyss with the ray in little the it was on my side snorting and concerned. The we were close to the mouth of the digs I am the first to leave and soon after Cidão you eat, but he doesn't get to leave and enters in despair if it discusses all it i grated by interiro, only when it was exhausted he gave ear to us goes the correct position to leave the it digs, Ufá I thought that will be here forever it comments Cidão.

Now yes it is the day that I will enter in the cave, alone agreement in the room, we made an appointment after the coffee and of my last lunch here in the surface, Marisete the lady of the lodging asks for me she could accompany my last entrance in the cave, and I say that yes, my last breakfast was very simple, milk with coffee potato bread with tuna pâté and a chocolate cake, after a brief coffee proceeds for my room and I notice the beautiful day that sta greeting me one day with clean and clear sky, as if god told me her, this is before my present for you and after leaving the cave, I notice the touch of the sunbeams playing my skin, where each cell of my body burns with the simple touch of the solar rays, soon the lunch approaches and in the beautiful lunch Marisete serves me a Breast to the point, and asks that would like of eating after my exit of the cave, then I say would like to eat a beautiful lasagna and to take a beautiful champagne, then she laughs and answers that this desire will be accomplished after 61 days, we laugh a lot and I am already ready my entrance in the cave, soon after the lunch Jurandir arrives and we are already placing inside everything of the car, all comment that I am really crazy, Jurandir comments that was at the Most five days and it seemed already an eternity, all comment the beautiful day that toasts our departure to the cave, in few minutes we are already again in the entrance of the cave, I leave all for an instant and I make a small prayer in I silence, I ask that god illuminates my stay in the world of the darkness and protect my soul of any evil ego, and I also ask for Santa Clara that will always be inside with me of the cave that doesn't let to lack light for me, soon soon after they call me to enter inside of the cave, I am the first to enter and I take very care, because in one of our visits he had a snake where Jurandir unintentionally stepped in your head and died in your feet, but after observing everything I wait for Cezinha that comes soon after, and everything this well the next person to go down and Marisete later Jurandir can for us to go us to the Hut to test the communication, we arrived again at the Hut and we talked on how it will be my stay and Marisete it is impressed with the espeleotemas, Jurandir calls me for the intercom, and everything well everything this perfect one then Jurandir asks for us to wait for him and other friend of him, in 30 minutes all were close to the camp in a wheel we had a long and good chat, Jurandir comments that I was forgetting about a thing, to leave the clock with him because there inside won't be able to know how walks the time outside, after some minutes it is hour of Good-bye, and Marisete to say it comments doesn't forget about the lasagna after your exit, and Jurandir it comments I go back in a little while to look for you in 61 days and 61 nights, then all hugged each other and they say good-bye for me and I accompany your lights of the carbureto the if they lose for the darkness, in few seconds I am for the first time inside alone of the cave the sensation and of total isolation and abandonment.

August 18 (7 Dias–Sunday)

My eyes guide my instincts, in little time I fall asleep again and I find sitting down in one it hoists, in front of me a type of monk is me observing from a distance, then I scream, which this looking, never saw me the ugly thing, the monk laughs and he screams for me of turn, he doesn't need to scream because I am not deaf, and ugly thing is you, you were not still looked at today in the mirror, alias your smell is still worse, face I was furious and I sought a stone, not finding had some fertilizer in the ground and I flung in the monk, that shit I played in him and the guy disappeared, where it will be that that plague went for, when my eyes are to seek beginning to feel a strong smell, it is when I notice that my clothes this all dirty one, alias this full of shit, son of the prostitute, that monk played shit in me, I was one minutes screaming with all the force for all the songs, your shameless monk that I will scrub your face in the shit appears, it comes, he appeared your coward, and a little far away from the I read I listen a voice laughing again, what was your shit monk he is afraid of me, he appears that I will fill with blow, and a far away scream cries out, don't worry friend has so much shit in you that I would not dare in fighting with you, alias of right here I get to feel your smelly scent, it is going your shit monk, and I leave the place and I seek a river, face the smell was so strong that I began to have anguish of I vomit, soon I find a river super with waters egg white and I seek myself it cleans, badly beginning washing appears me again the unfortunate of the monk, and scream comes out of here gave shameless if not I am going you to tear, it is going skirt of here the bug finds strange, actually I didn't get to see the monk your long and white clothes they just let to appear a little of the hair white of him, him then speech more calmly, it didn't still find what it was seeking, I look at him and I speak, if you that to become full the sack already got, goes leaves then that I am in a hurry, and sees if it doesn't bother me more the ugly thing, and he comments in a low voice, that more stubborn face, then I catch one more shit handful than it was in the ground and throw in you cut them of him, it was when I noticed that something also reaches me in the backs, when I pass the hand I scream, the son of monk's prostitute comes here your shameless one, without here your horn doesn't flee, and the damned disappeared, it was only a laughter in the air, face if I catch this monk again I twist his neck, that dear annoying and I return the me it cleans again in the river. As soon as I wake up I still try to look for answers for the dream that had had, as it can in here I to have such strange dreams, alias dreams that more they seem a film, yesterday the dream today is very similar, face thinks me a little stressed in here I will seek myself detrair with some thing charm I make my breakfast.

August 25 (14 Dias–Sunday).

That behind the counter existed you be very small as mini-men, and paying more attention in them noticed that some had barbed wires in your foreheads, ours they laughed the whole time, I asked for one of them if those wires don't hurt, he didn't stop giving laughter, and said for me they hurt and then I like this pain type, the wire leaves me in ecstasy, I left back for an instant that crazy one and my glances followed a beautiful woman, but was well a woman small smaller than a dwarf, I noticed that your mouth and your eyes had been nailed with several wires, I asked her didn't feel pain with that, as she could not answer she made me a face of happiness, further on another man with scraped head and several nails arrested in your forehead and in good part of your body, he began to beat several times the head in the ground, him beginning to laugh of himself and in little time all those you be strange and small they began her he laughs at being that it squeezed your own head against the ground, it was super something strange the normal people didn't get and nor they noticed the presence of those small ones you be in your turn, it was a little terrified with all that and I started to seek the master as he had not found, I gave a scream calling, master where this, master where you, soon him surgio in front of me, felt a big one I alleviate, our master that was everything kilo, the master answered, my son the places of your planet as bars, zones, nightclubs, are what we called ourselves here, the entrances of the infra dimensions, the humans' eyes cannot see the lust hole and degeneration that involve these types of places, until me same I don't support to be a long time before these places, here the worms and the larvas contaminate until the air that involves the whole place, but friend this is alerted that you saw it is real, don't think that your dream is just fruit of your imagination, actually the dreams are an access form to other dimensions where you can arrive to the nirvana, but it also can you to take until the infra-dimensions, I said, our alone master for eaten you that food I could see everything this, the master spoke, you imagine besides the food it had ingested drunk alcoholic and he still had in a cheerful zone with promiscuous women, you would not support what your eyes anger to reveal, and be sure that you could have a nervous collapse and this inside of the cave it could be fatal to you my friend, then master apartir now won't feed my body more with these dirts, the master smiled and he spoke to me, son the world is impregnated of several instruments that leave our blind eyes, but he/she doesn't have fear of opening them, I will try to guide your steps, now go again to your cave and write and contemplate on him happened today and alert her/it all the people because that is needs to alert the people that have an interior restlessness, go my friend, go to your shelter, in few minutes I wake up and I begin to write, and with you vary contractions in my stomach I expel of my body the degenerative food that it had ingested, and with I alleviate I recollect of my dream, and I am the sure I won't want more to know these types of dimensions again.

September 1 (21 Dias–Sunday).

The soon the I fell asleep encounter the master my wait, he asks me if it was not feeling the lack of my family, I answered that yes, saw the master's hand to rise and adds strange words echoed it goes the it digs of the middle of the darkness appeared to portal I looked attn the master and I asked what it would be that, he told me this portal it will take him/it directly inside of your house, it was impressive I saw very clear my lying body in the bed inside of the hut while walked inside of the portal, when I arrived close I felt the very good forces, the sensation of total ecstasy, goes one seconds all my body was super wrapped up it goes the light strong, it seemed an it rotates mill of white light, where I could see all my light if mixing with the light of the portal, soon another light appears, less strong with the others, it was actually the light of my house appearing, slowly I could see mines the room being formed, in her they were it adds family, soon I tried to speak with all, but them nor they noticed my presence allies, soon I questioned the master, master because they don't eats me or they hear me, the master smiled and he said, son you not this using your body tax collection and they cannot notice that this here with them, but in fact adds of those people will be feeling the different energy, but all will ignores this because they it plows not tuned in the dimension that my friend you eat, but your energy will let the here well to be, my son you to end that to free your astral body in the very strong conscience, you ally now you have to conceive good things alone that your dear beings can feel an enormous good to be, soon then I pondered and I made something magnificent, I produced you catcall
flowers and all of them surrounded my relatives, I could feel a very good smell coming of my house, peace and harmony every place was something unforgettable, the master said try to remember of good thing my friend, this was your first lesson of the true power that we have to be in this dimension, the power of it influences and to transmit good things for the people, but unhappily some be they use this power in a wrong way, and for that we are here to leave very clear that these creatures need to be extinguished for the man to have chance of living a life without alterations of behavior, we have to combat all you be them that emanate the energy of the war, in the which the man is mere marionettes, here in my dimension son you can see and to prove that the cosmos has a great power, but also has the power to destroy everything that exists in your world, but always has in your light peace and harmony, so that it can pass for your world a balance, have Paz and harmony son, always, never forget of that, now go and wake up son before your body feels your lack, As had already waited this week it should have been the most complicated, because I should already be here more than 20 days the, until arriving the 30 days I should go by the 10 more difficult days because in the previous trip until arriving in the middle of the road was not sure that would finish the project, but soon after 4.000 Km to walk on foot for the Brazilian coast arriving like this in the half of the project was when was sure that would go execute-lo totally, here in the cave it won't be different in spite of being a confinement I will only be total sure that I will be the whole time when it arrives in the half of the project, as in here the psychological factor is the largest barrier, only after the 30 days I will be sure that I will continue until the end, but to be alone is not as easy as it imagined, but I also know that it is not impossible, but the factors that are fundamental that are able to come to affect me they are the tedium, I try to do things that it was not doing, for instance, yesterday I noticed that same in here the daily routine of a confinement can me to affect, then I decided to change a little my routine, it was when I went until the river I filled the courage chest and I decided to take a bath, my people it was as recharging the piles, I could clean all my body and to wash the hair that was an alone suet, after the bath that more seemed an energy bath, I could lie down and to feel the good smell and coolness of my clean body, I think until the insects liked of the they breathed, it was really needing that bath.

September 8 (28 Dias–Sunday).

I woke up with a different noise, the river this noisier one than it, I tried to see because it would be, I paved my slippers, I placed the flashlight in my head and I caught an another of reservation, decline the stairway done by me, arriving close to the river noticed that the force of the water was tremendous, hiding the whole low roof of the river, now I noticed that it was in here really arrested, other form doesn't exist of leaving of here, if some thing to happen with me it will be impossible that skirt, the water was all cloudy, with certainty it should be raining very outside, the water was always today crystalline the mud it took care, I noticed that would not have nor how to take that water, during my thoughts, I was some minutes observing the force of the rapid that was formed inside of the cave when suddenly I hear a fort noise in the water nor I try to know that is, I go up the stairway in steps of my giant heart it beat in the mouth and my legs were you tremble, it was actually a stone that had come off of some part of the cave and he/she had made an enormous noise in here, face almost had a heart attack, it seemed that every cave was collapsing in my head, I sought the fastest possible my helmet and I was with him in my head, I know that the cave doesn't have modifications more than a hundred years the, but for roads of the you doubt and best to prevent, today with certainty this being super one day different, at least I cannot say that is a monotonous day, alias I am under the clear impression that will only feel bill that I am confined inside of a cave when I leave, and I don't see the hour of finding my friends and family, alias I would like to see anybody to see the face and to play a chat out.

September 15 (35 Dias–Sunday).

Always wanted for my life a great emotion it could not be more 15 years in front of the computer complaining of my life, it could be different, for so much I look for in these questions answers of a better life, all my force of staying in here for so much time and practically immobile to the world outside, the world passes so fast that lives the life without we felt bill of that, everything such fast raisin that my stay in here for 61 days it is just a mere one to blink of the time, the nature nor anger is wanted to have the memory of my stay in here, for the nature a life interia in here just represents an abbreviation dream, just a to blink of eyes.
Therefore if a man questions if I am crazy or not I will answer that perhaps all are crazy, we left the life to pass so fast that only noticed when we are a lot, very old to return behind and you re-do her again, alias as he already said for my friend Ana Paula, I am not in the adventure in search of fame or money, I am yes in search of the most beautiful dreams than a man to have, the dream of being just happy, the dream of to lie down in a bed and not to question and itself or if not.
I know that the road of the adventure deprives me of a lot of thing, but at the same time gives me so much emotion that would need 100 normal lives to have the same sensations, of this they were my friends it to be inside of a cave for 61 days I don't think so like this madness, alias it is the only way that I have of to know my psychological limits and to know my more obscure feelings deeply.

September 22 (42 Dias–Sunday).

Whenever I take the tight sack with the materials that use or even the garbage, is always the same thing, I place the clothes that I only use to take the material it is usually a rodízio use for about 10 days a shirt and a pants after this time volume a good bath and I catch a shirt and a new pants and it cleans, the one that used day by day inside for 10 days during mine of the hut use to take the materials in the river, the one that used in the river I place in the tight sack and I ask for my friend Jurandir to wash and to send me later, for our safety I ask I stop they await a 15 minutes, where it is the enough time for my cabureteira to stabilize, I catch like this an extra flashlight and I proceed for the low roof, everything is always of this it sorts things out, but the day today was not well like this, I had already noticed that of one day for here the mosquito numbers had increased a lot, alias in a gigantic way, when it was using them it veils vineyard an or other mosquito, but now dozens of them exist in turn of the lantern and they always die and they appear plus, the ground in turn of the lantern this covered of mosquito and the crickets it always comes you eat them, alias even the number of crickets it increased a lot, I don't know it was if because of the light of the lantern or because of the rain, in here when I notice that rained the bed of the river outside it arises and the water is very cloudy, as to 4 days ago it must have rained, I think the mosquitos are brought by the water, soon I catch mine backpack and I sand them and I proceed in direction to take the matters for my friends, to go it was a lot everything as well as always, I coupled the backpack in the Tyrolese and I caught one full of new materials, as soon as I began my turn the hut I notice something strange, in fact a mosquito cloud was coming in my direction, it was so much mosquito that the light of my cabureteira disappeared before the burned insects, it didn't advance to increase to the maximum the light, because it was not just a mosquito cloud and sound thousands, to have an idea it was so much mosquito that nor could open the eyes and the mouth because they were in the whole part, soon the light of the cabureteira faded, I sought you tie her, but as soon as the light appeared they were being accompanied again, the light of my flashlight was not for anything because it didn't get to illuminate anything, it was only to attract more mosquitos, it was so big the amount of mosquitos that could not open the mouth nor for one second, then I decided to turn off the lights to breathe a little better, but even so could hear hummed of them, it only prepares a way to arrive at my hut, proceeding in the middle of the darkness the communication cable that tied my hut until the external intercom diffused, I went following the cable with them hand, but as nothing could see, it could only feel my head if colliding varies times with the roof of the cave, I was been she without the helmet would have countless calluses in my forehead, as soon as I sighted the light of the lantern that will leave access, I tied my light and I ran in direction my hut, but the mosquitos that were in the river felt my light and they flew in my direction, they were thousands, as soon as it was close to the hut, I tied the lantern at the most, the light of the lantern disappeared for some minutes, the smell of mosquitos died it invaded the whole atmosphere, it was so much mosquito that I caught the shovel and I filled a market sack with the mosquitos died, during for the least some 4 hours the numbers of the insects were very big, as he/she could not leave nor for one minute, I decide to boil my water inside of the own hut, for not having as seasoning of my pasta, cooked mosquito, after my dinner, I decide to sleep a little, as always I turn off the lantern, but today I will sleep and to leave him lit to end soon with all the mosquitos of one for all..

September 29 (49 Dias–Sunday).

I am already here more than forty days the, therefore of here the less than 20 days I will be outside, of turn to the it lives together him with the people, I admit that am accustomed to the dark and humid middle of the caves and it will be another adventure to describe the sensations that I am passing in here, the light lack and of people they took me to discover another world, a hidden world well below of our feet, I am always concerned in to contain my emotions and not to leave that evil thoughts can leave me afraid, the in here tries to stay busy, the times I try to clean the hut or to read for a lot of hours the several book that brought in here, but after being here not at so much time more it pleases me to be always making the same tasks, as I am an accustomed person to see and to feel new emotions here that this leaving me very restless, and that is in here a great problem for me, today I am trying to do a craft with the cans and the candles that I have of surpluses, I got to do an emergency lantern and a flashlight well practices, but what really left me busier it was a lamp with you vary candles and wires that occupied me for almost all the day and nor had noticed that, only when I looked at my áqua-time it is that saw that had past the half of the half day and the hunger was already crowding together, until my food I improvised, instantaneous pasta with jam was an exotic plate, to accompany this delicious plate I unglued a beautiful raw egg that gave another palate, as the pasta this super hot the egg was a little cooked and I delighted with the differentiated menu today.

October 06 (56 Dias–Sunday).

Today I am very encouraged, until I left my companion it to be close to the hut, Gertrude made me some company “Gertrude - the toad that appeared here at the cave”, before leaving him near here she was atraída somehow for the light of the lantern and it should be if feeding of the crickets that are not few, somehow I created an alimentary chain in here, the light of the lantern attracts the mosquitos that to the contact with the heat of the lantern die and they fall close to him, soon the crickets come to feed of them and soon after appears my friend Gertrude to complete this alimentary chain, until that she is bonitinha should have about 15 cm of diameter and this eating very in here until I left a bread piece for her not to finish once and for all with the poor crickets, in some way she makes me company in spite that the times I still get scared with your noise and jumps that in here with I silence if they still spread plus, during the night she sometimes wakes up me, I will have to call her attention for that because this interrupting my dream and with that I don't get to find with the master, because every time that am close to entering in the other dimension I listen the sound of your very close jump of the hut, I think will have to sleep with the light of the candle it accesses so that she doesn't approach during the night.

October 12 (Exit–Saturday).

Today this being the very difficult day, I only have food goes today, it finished everything from the sugar of my breakfast to the mixture of my lunch, my first meal was the bread slice with purée milk, to help I took plenty of RXPRO, (alimentary Supplement), it goes not being with lack of it adds vitamin type, it was anxious it goes my friend's phone call Jurandir, I need to tell that the food lack in here i very big, the I am not sure of the dates of the exit I need that sends supplies it lives it goes me, but something doesn't happen, goes me she already passed you vary hours and the hunger came again and anything of anybody to call, I recorded my last bulletin of the day informing that my situation in here this the lot criticizes, but nothing else remains me except to sleep and to wait goes the following day, it falls asleep and tends to ponder in the dream, it was in the type of plain, full of animals in my turn, the small flower appears of the anything and the the very strong light leaves her from within, I see in the glances of the animals the different sensation the the farewell, soon everything turn to be half fogged and I dare the strange sound in the air the if somebody called me, it was not actually the voice it was the sound of the bell, the soon the I wake up I notice that the intercom plays, strange goes me it i already it barks attn night, like this that diffuse in the intercom I notice that it is treated of my friend's voice Jurandir, I ask him if not this very late for visits, he to laugh, and asks me if I have idea of how many days they lack for my exit, I comment that was hoping he informs me her as they lack 2 or 3 days, he asks so that has calm, they still lack 10 days for my exit, I comment that could not be so much time wandered like this, but if him this saying that lack 10 days I accept and only remains to wait me, but me him watchful on my provisions that are not in the end and yes they ended, he to laugh and asks to wait that will make arrangements more food, I speak that only remains to wait me, soon we said good-bye, and the intercom remains silent, I find strange my friend Jurandir to come so late like this and still stranger I to be so wrong with relationship at the time, but it only remains now me and to sleep, ten days are lacked to leave better me to have more patience and to wait, soon I fall asleep again, I continue hearing a voice a strange noise, it was as if people were walking close to me, soon I dare a scream Dan, Dan, you this oh, I wake up half disturbed without knowing if it was dream or reality, actually I see some lights outside of my hut as candles flying to the air, but some second later I notice that were not candles and yes people with the linked helmet, as soon as I open the hut I am invaded by voices and family faces, they were my friend Marcelo Magon, my sister Simone, and my cousin Sirley, after a lot of hug but still disturbed with the dream and with the own people, you ally they already did more than 2 months that didn't see anybody, for more than 5 minutes no matter how much I saw didn't have them certainty as the reality and the dream, inside of me they remained still you doubt with relationship to the fact of all that to be just a dream, it will be that will wake up and to notice that that didn't pass of a flirt of my mind and that am in fact dreaming, no matter how much talked with my cousin and my sister nevertheless was not aware of the reality of all that, after a lot of chat more people appeared soon, to my friend Scala, Jurandir and your my daughter friend Ana Paula and I photograph him/it Davi, beyond is clear of more some people, no matter how much they spoke to me and no matter how much I saw them, for me that everything was a dream I am sure that everything that is just a dream and soon all leave, as it could be my exit if little time behind my friend Jurandir said that they lack 10 days to leave, and they are all already in here, I am sure not to sleep 10 days without stopping and I also know that all this cannot be real, looked and looked at all in search of some detail, it was already well disturbed, really was not more absolute sure of anything, but for not being crazy I let myself to take, I will wait for the time to pass, soon I will wake up and everything will be normal, during the whole meeting they said that was already hour of we leave, I let myself to take, I followed the low roof as usual, soon it was of front the rope that of the access the ascent of the cave, proceeding soon with a lot of caution was close the mouth of the cave, as soon as he/she leaves I heard screams of the highest than had already heard before, it was my hand to the weeping screaming the as loved me, for me everything was still a dream when somebody question that was finding of being outside and what was different, soon I noticed that this was reality because it was feeling a different smell, the smell of the forest, then I looked at the high and I saw the light that vineyard of the sky, I noticed that was reality and he/she was not dreaming, my god is out of the cave and that is the reality, my heart it beat strong, my eyes didn't see everything very well it existed a type of fog in turn of the eyes, everything was half yellowed, but he was sure that was really out of the cave, it was in fact free to feel everything again, as if he had been born for the second time, my body and my soul they had the same sensation the sensation of the birth.

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